Welcome Address Church How Might I Address A Suppressed Memory That Just Came Back?

How might I address a suppressed memory that just came back? - welcome address church

I put out a list of more than 30 years. It was traumatic, but I was traumatized by my own fault, for my participation in this event. It was not illegal or planned or committed by me and not against the will of each. He would have let the situation, but decided against it because I am very satisfied. I erased the memory, because I could not help but enjoy the memories of her, but would be considered immoral by my family and church. I am very conscienscious of morals and manners, even over them for many beliefs. If this memory is returned to me, I remembered my fault if it happened, but today I do not believe what I was doing was wrong. It was just an act of enormous first take against the manner in which he grew up with. I still have problems with him and ask how I could handle? I think the others, but also other serious ideas are welcome:
"From the outside
He did not dare show, judge my actions or my feelings now.
Thanks